11:31 p.m. - 23 September, 2005
Liking Adam Gonzales
Hey guys! Today was the most AWESOMEST day of my whole entire life!!!! I know why Adam never liked me before as well!
Okay, before I reported that Adam only liked me as a friend, well I barley found out that he was going out with Cristina (KP) but they broke up 2 days ago. Well, all my friends kept bugging him and bugging him about why he never liked me and we should go out. So I know that made him notice me more. So that takes up back to yesterday. Estefania (Stef) kept asking him almost every class she had with him why he didn't like me, and why he said that we were going out when we (me and him) took that picture after 1st period. He said that's how he played and he didn't want to go out with me, for whatever reason he said.
Stef told me, and I was kind of hurt, but hey. If he didn't like me what was the point of even continuing GATTFM? Well, the day continued and I found myself getting up after the bell rang for 9th period, that's when I have theater arts, and I was walking with Arely to the classroom, because it's close to the band hall where she goes. We were talking about how evil one of our teachers were, nothing about Adam. So when I said bye to her, it was like a minute before she was at the door again with an eager face on motioning to me to go to her quick. So I walked over and she said "I asked Adam why he didn't like you!" I rolled my eyes, she's been doing that alot lately. "He said that you were pretty"
WAIT!!!! Hold up, can you repeat that?!?! He said I was PRETTY?! I literally felt my heart skip a beat and my stomach swirled around! It was true, according to her, but my mind never really registered it as the truth. SOOO, that thought finally brings us to earlier today. During advisory (relaxing time, which we don't really relax because our gay (lol) principal makes us read and 'discuss school rules') Siobhan wrote a note to Adam (which Arely gave to me when the bell rang for 8th period.) These are their EXACT words (c'mon why would I lie to you guys about something this important?!)
Siobhan: Italics Adam: Bold
Adam, everyone, or at least everyone who knows Niana, wants you 2 to go out with each other. Arely wants to know why you don't like her. W/B
Well, I think she's pretty, but I'm not ready 4 a relationship. I need 2 learn to clean my ass first J/J!!! I'm not ready.
SEE!!! He thinks I'm pretty!!! And he's not ready for a g/f yet because he just broke up with KP! It all falls into place! He already thinks I'm pretty, so all he needs is time to get over KP. I'm SOOO HAPPY!!! GATTFM WORKED!!!!!
So, this comes to be one of my longest entries yet! And, to all you crushing girls out there, just give those guys all your charm and put your mission 100% write about your ups and downs, and your doubts. That way you'll get them off your mind and your mission will be even stronger! I hope I helped, and thank you to ALL my readers and friends and whoever left me a note telling me not to give up, (gosh, I'm all teary eyed) you guys really, really helped me, thanks for all your prayers. All Adam needs is to get over KP and more of my charm, and GATTFM will be complete! :)!!!!
You know, I really love you guys!,
Future Mrs. Nia Gonzales (lol) :)!
