10:50 p.m. - 23 March, 2006
Hard Week Ends
Exactly what the title said. Good thing tomorrow is Friday, this week has been so out of it for me. Like the weekend has transformed everyone into different people somehow---me feeling more confident, but also people more bitchy.
I lost one of my friends. Arely. And to think I thought I was wrong about her 7th grade boyfriend Mark. How did I know something about him was going to mess us all up. I never liked him at all, and thanks to him Arely and me aren't friends anymore.
Sometimes Arely is so blind, she has everything but she still finds faults in herself than looking at all the good things she has. It's either "I'm to fat!" or "I'm not developed,". She wanted to basically kill a one of her other "friends" because some guy named Joey picked her friend instead of her. She tries to hard to be liked, and when somebody does want to be friends with her she spills out everything that's wrong with them only to bring them down to her level.
Well I got sick of it. She does things that people our age shouldn't be doing. It's sick how she just talks about it thinking we all did it now like her. She changed Mark too, he used to be innocent and now he's turned into more of a jerk than she is now. Arely NEVER used to be like this. It's like when she has a boyfriend she ditches us to only please him.
She's always making out with him, we're not even in highschool yet! AAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!
I'll just drop it. I will not stoop down to her pathetic level just so I can explain everything. I've tried helping her, telling her that the guys she chooses are wrong. It's like she always NEEDS to be in a relationship. And now she wants to change, like big time. Urgh, she pisses me off so bad....
*Sigh* But I can't do anything about it. There is always gonna be a bad seed in a group of friends. Well, I know I could take her off my cast list.
Anyway, I g2g. I'll write tomorrow, I just needed to get that off of my chest now.
Seyas
Nia
