12:02 a.m. - 18 March, 2006
My Lazy Saturday---RUINED BY MATH!
So I failed the math benchmark....for like the fourth time. So by doing that I got stuck with Saturday tutorials. It's like the school is obsessed with ruining our lives! I was going over the first benchmark we had and I got 21 wrong, so I decided to fix them. I would've only missed 9 if I concentrated. And the ones I fixed were like the easiest ones! With graphs and subtracting! I'm so mad at myself! I could've done SO much better, but I didn't.
So anyway, saw Smackdown tonight. Randy got his old song back...just when I was liking his new one. I dunno, I'll like him for whatever he does. Except if he pisses me off, I'll like him a milimeter less. I wonder if he sucked at math when he was a kid... Oh well, I'm starting to like a guy that I stopped liking because one of my friends liked him and she was always telling me stuff to get me jealous of her.
He has a my space, but I couldn't find it, I even searched, but it said they couldn't find his username. So I gave up and came here. I wanted to see it so bad, why? Because I was bored, and my Randy time ended, and I won't see him until tomorrow. Which reminds me, I missed the premiere (sp?!) of Avatar today.
I hate band. I had to pass off my music today and I sucked beyond even saying. Ms. G said I was losing my tone because I don't practice enough. She read me like a book. But I really think the main problem was the reed. It was all squeaky and that's probably why Ms. G was on my back through the whole song. UGH and we need to pass off the evil Canterberry Walk on MONDAY! NOOOOOOOOOO! Oh well, I'll need to practice. I'll play it slowly though...yes...
I keep looking at the answer sheet of my test I corrected. To be honest, I was really dissappointed in myself. I could've missed 9 instead of 21 out of 50! Damn, imagine how many I missed on the recent one. Pre-AP did something to me. I don't try as hard as I did in regular. Good thing I'm going to be in regular in highschool, I can't afford to fail there. I dunno, it's like some grade hating demon is inside of me and it makes me not care about my work! Especially about math. I always used to do my worksheets and pass, and now I'm failing with like a 67% or something. I even had a C in science, and it'll go down because I got a 62 on the test. And I don't even know my history grade, I think you needed to get 21 questions right to pass. The only test I'm sure I passed was reading, because it was SUPER EASY.
I'm doing worse. It's like I dug myself into an academic hole. And we're taking a science TAKS test next month! Now I'm freaking out. Maybe I will go to the stupid Saturday tutoring, though I hope I pay attention. It's like I have ADD or something, I hear the teacher talking, my mind wanders somewhere else. I dunno, I know I'm smart, I just need to know how to expand it is all. So anyway I G2G to bed. Seyas.
Future Mrs. Orton
Nia
