2:11 a.m. - 24 June, 2006
I Am Crushed
I am utterly and most sincerly ripped of my dreams, and most dearest fantasy. I thought hope will always had been a friend of mine, but I guess I was wrong. As you can see, life hasn't been going so well, this has been going on for the past two days.
It all started Thursday, when one of the Randy (I'm embarassed that this tradegedy of mine has to do with him) sites uploaded a audio of Randy doing a radio interview when he arrived in London. Well, on Wednesday I got wind that Randy and his 'dog' Samantha had broken up, so I was happy. But then, matters turned for worse and on that audio clip, Randy introduced her to the host of the radio show. "My beautiful fiance," to sum it up. Well, I was hit pretty hard, but I just continued listening to the show thing.
Then today, something posessed me to check back again to the Randy site, and another uploaded thing was there. And I was all, "Well, maybe I'll get to see Randy's 'dog' this time." The clip was taking to long to upload so I just read what happened anyway. Another reference to Her, except he used 'Love you!'. So that basically crushed me to the smitherines I am now. Randy obviously is in major love with Her. So what's the point in seeking the title I want so bad from him?
Well, I guess that this whole charade is my fault to begin with. For becoming basically 'Obsessed' with Randy Orton. But, he's still one of my favorite wrestlers ever. I just need time to cool off...maybe an eternity.
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