3:25 a.m. - 09 March, 2006
Feeling Weird
Hey peeps. You know, I've been having tons of weird feelings lately. Mainly about guys I like...or in Randy's case in love with. It's hard to explain, but sometimes when I see pictures of him with girls all over him, I feel like I don't even have a chance with him. Like "Geez, Your only 14 and he'll be 26 in April! Your too young for him! Let go!" I know I might sound retarded to some of you people who are reading this, you may be thinking the same thing I wrote. But in my opinion, everybody has a soul mate. He or she might be a super star, while you just admire them from your TV. Like Elvis! He meet the love of his life and she was only like around my age and he was in his 20's! He waited for her! It's so hard to explain the feeling I get when I see Randy on TV or his picture on WWE.com. It might be just the Stardom love every girl experiences for their favorite famous guy. Or, in a wild case, it could really be meant to be. But Randy's married, and my spirits are as low as when I was freaking out about chemical balancing equations.
You know what? If my dad gets some papers from the government when the mail comes today, we get to go to Louisiana to see Smackdown! And Randy is going to be there!!! And when we're coming back, we could stop at Beaumont and see RAW!!! But only if they come today. If not, we're going next time. So I hope God has this planned for me and my family! I hope he does!
I've been trying to work on a layout for this, but it hasn't been coming on quite right. It's supposed to be a personal layout featuring all my buds on my cast list. Polaroids on the side and everything. But either the pictures are too big and when you shrink them the pixels get blotchy, or the layout colors are crappy looking. I dunno, I have a theory I'm gonna try, but I need a color scanner first, so off to the flea market I go! Eeee, today's Thursday and I promised my mom I'd go in the morning----it's 4 and I'll be waking up in like 2 hours.....I can't bear to turn her down....um, wish me luck!
Need your Prayers, I'll give ya'll mine!
Nia :)
